I have finally come to terms with this birthday. I had been having a really hard time with turning 27. I don't know, I love birthdays but I was really cranky about this one. My body image had a huge impact on my feelings of growing old. I see my mom in me. She has been overweight for years basically after having kids. I have seen her try so many diets with not much success. She is now doing the same diet as Mike and doing amazing. It scares me to think that I maybe just like her and at 50 finally losing weight. But one thing that I would like to do like my mom is to dress nicely. She always looks amazing and is stylish.
I am feeling fat and frumpy and then because my birthday is coming it has turned into feeling old. I don't like that. I should celebrate my life and my accomplishments.
So I will just keep exercising and enjoying it!