Meltdown

I have been doing my best to stay in check emotionally. I have kind of been walking on a tight rope where anything can really upset me. Today I was sobbing. I think the worst thing maybe happening. I think my milk supply is going away. It may have been a coincidence but this afternoon I tried nursing Zoe and she got really mad. I started sobbing. I wasn't prepared for that. I could handle the possiblity of losing a baby but the reality of losing my milk just killed me. There is nothing I can do to stop it.