It is going

So it has been a hard week but I am doing well. I am in awe of other women who have gone through a miscarriage before. It is such a blow and really rocks your world. But I am coping and getting back to real life. I am interviewing some babysitters this week to come once a week or so to help out so I can clean and do errands. I also hope to train and learn to trust them enough to leave my kids with them at night so Mike and I can go out and not rely on my parents to much. I am so excited! I just can not wait! I think I will start getting my hair done, pedicures etc.